Being quiet doesn’t mean you don’t have anything to say, in fact, most of the time you have too many things to say but you don’t know exactly how to express it or how to open up to someone.
I have built myself as a closed-quiet person who doesn’t know how to express her thoughts. I somehow tend to isolate myself and don’t share any feelings with others. In some way, I feel your feelings and thoughts are not going to be important to the person you’ll like to open up to. Even with my friends, I tend not to talk too much about me and my crazy thoughts, but this actually only makes everything worst.
The last couple of days I have been feeling angry about a lot of stuff and instead of talking to someone I am being quiet and writing about it. I feel so anxious and sad and the fact that I can’t find the way to talk to someone it makes me sad. It is like a waste of time and energy and it makes me feel so tired of myself.
This is why I realized I need some changes in my life, desperately, to go out of the awfulness that I am feeling this days and stop living by others expectation.
Photos were taken at the Alte donau by me.